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I finally have a job! I work with Borders, the bookstore. Today was my first day. it went well. I'm lying. It was horrible. The standing didn't bother me; the long hours didn't bother me. The cash register did. So did the fact that I really can't do something I don't enjoy doing it. I refuse. It really sucks to say this because "I'm not a quitter" but I'm quitting. Actually, I would prefer to say I'm done wasting my time with calendars. PEOPLE ACTUALLY BUY CALENDARS! For sixteen bucks! Who would have thunk it. I feel so stupid leaving this job after one day but I don't want to be that person who wastes their time doing something they don’t enjoy.


Being happy means a lot to me because that mood is normally hard to fully achieve. Fuck. I also have lots of school work. I don't think I can handle the two, or a least I can't handle the Day By Day Calendar booth and the way it makes me feel.


I'm ready for a job that makes me happy, such as my job in school. My job that consists of helping a man named Nathaniel Guy. He's great. I don't look at it as I job because he makes me laugh. I'm ready to find another job like that.

That being said quitting is going to be quite the task. I feel like a jackass. Hopefully they will understand, doubt it.


I'M FULLY OF SAPP!