I've always been so independent. As much as people might think that's a good trait, relying on someone seems so much easier. It's depressing to think "everyone let's you down". Holy fuck, I need a therapist.
What I also need is a "partner in crime". Don't kill me for using that term! I have best friends. I have a best friend, whom I love. But what I ultimately want is someone who kind of like me. Again, don't kill me for sounding like a narcissistic asshole. Growing up I got into my small amounts trouble with friends but I never got to experience "crazy Saturday nights" with a "partner in crime". I want small things. I'm only asking for a girl who shares similar interest as me, enjoys dancing around, can lay in bed and dude troll on the Internet, listen to music play as we eat, sneak into shows we weren't invited to, and enjoys planning (because I seem to be the one who always gives my friends plans). Someone I'm comfortable enough to take pictures with and get ready in front of.
I love peopl. Maybe a little too much, but the wrong people approach me. I get so fucking bored. I should give more people chances. Eh. I'm not sure how I feel about things anymore.
I guess I'm asking for a lot here..but who says I'm not allowed too?
What I also need is a "partner in crime". Don't kill me for using that term! I have best friends. I have a best friend, whom I love. But what I ultimately want is someone who kind of like me. Again, don't kill me for sounding like a narcissistic asshole. Growing up I got into my small amounts trouble with friends but I never got to experience "crazy Saturday nights" with a "partner in crime". I want small things. I'm only asking for a girl who shares similar interest as me, enjoys dancing around, can lay in bed and dude troll on the Internet, listen to music play as we eat, sneak into shows we weren't invited to, and enjoys planning (because I seem to be the one who always gives my friends plans). Someone I'm comfortable enough to take pictures with and get ready in front of.
I love peopl. Maybe a little too much, but the wrong people approach me. I get so fucking bored. I should give more people chances. Eh. I'm not sure how I feel about things anymore.
I guess I'm asking for a lot here..but who says I'm not allowed too?
Hmmm... Synchronicity is dangerous. I feel the exact same way.
ReplyDeleteI guess the problem is finding the chick that wants to listen the same music, go to the same shows, and do the same types of crime.
yeah that sharing similar interests thing is a bummer. I swear its harder to find a good friend than a lay.
Why is it so fucking hard!? I just want a pal god dammit!
ReplyDeleteI want someone to do the above with too!!! and I can absolutely understand and relate to your post. Too bad you live in NY :(
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self-reliant chick
Wow, I couldn't be any more excited right now! Two comments, from different people (I hope)!?
ReplyDeleteIt shouldn't be THIS hard, right? But come to me! We'll be friendz!
I feel the same way. I actually thought I had "friends" but realized there shady as hell!
ReplyDeleteIt's hard to find quality people nowadays :/
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